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Thursday, March 26, 2009

When a time for words playing a role.



i recently was saying that.. in my 5 love languages received from others, Word of affirmation is playing the lowest part in my life.

coz Words r always cheap.

and God made me found out that, actually, i was wrong.
coz "Word has power."
coz even God also created the world by His Word.

recently, don't know y, i was sensitive & easily effected by words from my close friends.
the words played apart in my ups & downs.

found out that it's good when ppl really say sth from their bottom of their heart.
& i should appreciate.

i need friends saying that, they love me who i am.
i need friends saying that they r proud for me.
i need friends saying that i hv played an important role in their life.

& if my Eng is not so correct here, ok, my language is not as good as u all...
if i hv only been in Sg 3+ yrs & comparing to the 20+ to 30+ yrs speaking Eng from born...

i hv been trying to learn how to say the right word, catch the right word... so plase don't stop explainning to me, and just stop there, it hurts.

i know i am not smart enough although i hv been trying very hard.
friends, plz be patient to me... catching up catching up......



Monday, March 23, 2009






i will only go to those truly love who i am.


one line is very true to me.
    Never explain--your friends do not need it and your enemies will not believe you anyway.
        Elbert Hubbard
        US author (1856 - 1915)

i didn't mean to point out who said this but forgot the actual line so did a search from internet. ha.

sometimes we just need our friend being understanding without talking, pointing, judging. standing beside you is good enough.

Of cos you always want to make everything under your control & fit your expectation, but things will never work this way in everytime. All things work through the understanding... do you understand enough to control?


that's y, i chose to be silence.


love the sermon Pst K preached this weekend. it really made me think a lot about the hurts.

Thanks God for being our Father God, always love who we are.
& love us enough to sent His only Son to go through ALL we hv to go through.
so that He can work through us IN UNDERSTANDING. This is so wise!

p.s. i am saying no one here. If u really want to know who i am talking about, it will be anyone. included u? haha.


Thursday, March 05, 2009

A mall called "MUSTAFA"


I think this is my N time to be there.


But the different is,
1. Going there with Joanna Teo & Xiu. My 1st time shopping with Jo
FINALLY :) and then Jo talked about her cats @ home. i used all my strenght to ask how to own & maintain a cat. o man, CAT!!
2. No one drive me there, 3 girls really FOUND it out without a MAP :D

3. Going there after my work. (ppl u get my meaning?.... it means that i finally be able to off my work place b4 all the shops closed!! This point alone is already joyful enough to cry & laugh @ the same time)
4. Able to leave the place b4 getting into mid-night.


HERE,
is the results of 2-hr-shopping in a 24-hr shopping mall @ an Indian-culture place.

--> 3 CASIO-Retro-watches (REAL!)...all under 1-yr-warranty:

--> S$ 30 (HK$ 150!!)



--> S$ 38 (HK$ 190!!)


...ok, the last 0ne...Dan Dan Dan Dan!!

--> S$ 15 (HK$ 75!!!!!!!!)
CASIO to me became CAR-SIAO (Car-is-crazy)!!!!!




--> S$$$ is 83.....although $ is still $


then the silly me do silly thing again. Overslept on the MRT & took bus back to home.
BUT
i am happy :)


p.s. I hv been telling myself not to spend in this month after this BIG-low-price-SHOPPING yst night, Immidiately taking cab to office today morning under peek-hr-price!!! That $ already good enough for me to get 1 more watch!!!! >:( qi dao wuo!!!!!






Monday, March 02, 2009

just a dream.

i dreamed someone i don't know in actual world but a caring guy (o is it Jesus!! haha) brought me to a pet shop randomly, and bought me a supper-small-size kitten... in a very low price...

i love it...i was full of joy & in the very next second, i worried.
1) can i effort in... a. money b. time?
when i woke up, the 1)c. came to me "the presence to it as an owner?"

o man, i wish i can have one. Lord, can i?!!
didn't know a dream can drive me to think till now.

 
I hv to make it work if i want to. ok, wow, It's like a revelation to me.




Thursday, February 26, 2009

2 rainbowS



today, saw 2 rainbows (SUPPOSE to add "s" on rainbow?!)  @ office, all over the Sg...




REALLY ga, 2 rainbowS






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